Days go by…

It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything up, and to be honest I used my blog as a way of venting, and I knew I wouldn’t be judged and that we all have our stories, and I know most people would think I’m mad if they knew that this existed, but I needed this blog and it’s crazy how writing helps you let go and set free demons, wether it’s poetry, storytelling, songwriting, blogging I think we all need that vent or that somewhere or someone to confide in. You guys know how rough my road has been and I’ve only shared a very small part but I’ve been thinking today about my life

Where I am in my life, where I want to be, wanting to find love again, finding a stable career, building a future that someone can enjoy with me, I feel like we should all have that infectious addictive, gut and heart wrenching love , I believe it warms up our soul and truly ignites something inside ourselves.

I want to travel the world and see everything that’s out there, I want to provide for my mum and look after those whose looked after me, I just felt inspired from watching something today to use my blog and my voice as a positive tool for the world. 

You can’t just sail through life, you have to control it, if there’s someone you like tell them!!! Stop waiting for the perfect moment because there’s never a perfect moment!, hug that someone in your life and appreciate what you have. 
Make someone smile today. 

Don’t let the days go by…
Your Friend,
GS x

Life Lessons....

Lifes a gamble…


So it’s the weekend and after my shitty week I was invited round to my friends for a game of poker. Isn’t it crazy what playing poker has actually taught me about life?….let me explain

You see I was really reserved with my hands that I’d been dealt and it kept me afloat for a short while until chip after chip I started to run out and eventually I was down to 1 more big bet. I decided to go all in and see how much my friends would buy it to get me out of the game and luckily the Lady Luck was in my favour! I’d gone from having a few chips to having another great stack and a chance of gaining more chips from the guys who had just lost to me.

Coming from a guy who has played poker less times than I can count on my fingers I was in a good position to win, then as the night went on and the drinks were flowing one of the guys out of nowhere and sat next to me had everyone’s chips and had won the money we bet. Pure beginners luck and dealt a hefty amount of great hands.

My story is that when the chips are down(pun intended) you HAVE to keep going, keep pushing and believe that you may not have the most amount of chips or resources or money but you’re not OUT OF THE GAME!, all you need sometimes is abit of hard work, determination and also Lady Luck!

We all get dealt bad hands, hell I have from losing Scarlett to mum and dad divorce to failing college twice (some my own fault/responsibility I know) but its how you come back from it. It’s what you do with NOW AND TODAY that counts. There’s no better time than the present. So count your chips, check your cards and bet wisely!

Life is a gamble and sometimes it’s worth going all in, sometimes it’s worth holding onto your chips but as long as you’re in the game you have every good of a chance to win than the next person. It’s got to be someone so why not you?

Have a great weekend.

Your Friend,

GS x

Life Lessons....

What Life Is About…

I’ve been working at my new place for nearly a month and I start back in a few hours and dya know what? I’m already dreading it, ill be honest with you I’ve realised alot over the past couple of weeks and I’ve really reflected and discovered what’s important to me, so I’m gonna be bold and brutally honest and I hope you all can relate or benefit from hearing what life is about in my eyes.

Do NOT sacrifice your happiness and what you love for MONEY, I don’t give a shit what excuses you may tell yourself but you cannot replace TIME, time as in with your partner, your loved ones, your family, your friends.

Stay in bed with your lover a little longer, cherish the small things in life, focus on a career that makes you fire up your belly with excitement, be with someone who creates fireworks in your eyes and heart, save your money work towards your goals and BE HAPPY.


Take a fucking risk!!!, it’s a massive risk me taking this job and I HATE working Monday to Friday, but I need the money and in a year or 2 guess what, I’m gunna take another risk and quit my job and go towards my goal and dreams.

Take risks in love!, be bold!! Go tell that girl or guy you like them, stop waiting for the right time because there’s NEVER a right time!, look ill never get Scarlett back and for us who have loved so truly and deeply and it’s been longer than a few months can’t just one day go “hey Scarlett guess what? Should have fought for you and I’m still in love with you etc”, I wish I had the answers, I wish I knew where this road has and will take me!

Quit that shitty job and go find something and someone who makes YOU happy! fuck everyone else, your friends and your family because only YOU know what’s right for YOUR life!

I want you all to do me a favour, I want you to write a list of 5 things you want to do this year that are BOLD decisions wether it’s a holiday or quitting your job, finding love/dating again, whatever it is go do it NOW


FIND YOUR PASSION, what comes effortless to you? What do you TRULY love? What do you enjoy?, find something that makes you look forward to waking up, take a chance, believe in yourself and support those around you!

This year can be whatever you want it to be, make it a happy and abundant one…for YOUR sakes, you are the one who’s suffering, I’ve loved and I’ve lost, I’ve tortured myself for days months and years and I tell you the biggest pain is regret, don’t have regrets!

I know it seems easier said than done but the first step is always the hardest!

Be kind to someone today, give them your hand, give someone a hug or an ear who needs it!

We are all going through some shit that we know NOTHING about! So be a little kinder today.

It’s important and can make the world and even more beautiful place than it already can be.

I love you all and please reblog, like, tag whoever needs to read this!

I hate that people go through life with no sense of direction or no balls to make a change! It’s all upto you. You are great and powerful beyond your wildest dreams!!!!!

Dream big. Smile lots and take risks. Fall in love, feel every emotion.

I believe in you.

Love always,

GS x





Endless Love….

Go watch it guys… If you’ve ever been in love, if you’ve ever felt this with someone or have been in a similar situation is a wonderful journey and great acting!

I’m not gunna write an in depth review but I HAD to post about it!

Fantastic film and pulled on my heart strings! I can relate to the main characters and the story very well

Let me know if you’ve seen it or what you think Guys!

Love, Smile and be happy

Your Friend,

GS x



New Years Resolutions…


Well it’s that time of the year where you reflect and look back on the last 12 months that have made 2014 what it is…and I must say what another rollercoaster of a year for me, from depression to blogging to changing jobs, writing more songs, radio play worldwide, TV roles etc Ive done it all this year!

And there’s been alot I realise I need to change and focus on in the following days and the rest of 2015

But I urge you to love more, live more and create more, do wonderful and powerful things with your life, don’t settle for that shitty job that makes you dread your alarm clock or the sun rise, get out of bed and do what makes you happy!!! It’s so important to understand the value of life!

I just want you all to have a fantastic new year and I’m determined to use my blog and WordPress in a more positive and relevant manner, please post and comment and use my email to contact me if you want to ask me questions or have me talk about a specific subject! Ill happily talk about anything!

Enjoy the end of 2014 and I hope you all start 2015 with a bang!

Love always,

GS x


Review of 2014 from WordPress

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2014 annual report for this blog.

I just want to say a MASSIVE thank you to everyone who like and comment and post to my blog! You all make it what is is today and who’s have thought that I’ve been blogging for almost a year! And I’ve gave you my heart on my sleeve!

Enjoy the remainder of 2014 wether it’s one to remember or one to forget, your future is CLEAN.

chase your fucking dreams dream BIG

Here’s an excerpt:

A New York City subway train holds 1,200 people. This blog was viewed about 4,300 times in 2014. If it were a NYC subway train, it would take about 4 trips to carry that many people.

Click here to see the complete report.